Continuing Migraines III

Today they are screaming at me.

I just want it to stop, please!

I want to sleep, with soft pillows over my head. Don’t make any noise or talking. My heart makes twice as much noise as I can stand!

Ringing in my ears sounds so loud, I am sure they are sending it , mocking me.

It is the laughter of demons, ever pursuing, never relenting.

There are rats outside, scratching, scratching. I won't let them get in. They bite and lick the blood like thirsty vampires.

I cant stop the pain in my headaches and the screaming. It never stops.

Good news. My right hand was imagined problems.

The numbness was transitory, except for the thumb and index finger it is recovered today.

Bad news is, thumb and index on left hand are joining the boycot today. Appears to be just more migraine aura weirdness though. Maybe will all clear up after more sleep today.

Hope and pray.

I hope so

I hope so

I hope so

I hope so

Just let the screaming diminish!

Come what may, and LOVE it

As you can see, I am serious about protecting my self and family. It is only a pellet gun, and not even loaded, but I feel safer.

Though this is hardly an original theme, ( see here) it is an all together worthy one. There are many forces I am struggling with now, including cold, pain, fear, loneliness, and rats. I am dealing with all in my own way, and every day brings moments of bright rays of sunshine.

I discovered this delightful simple instrument again. I had forgotten it. It derives motive power from the magic illumination of the sun's rays. (For a more technical discussion, including historical background, see here. Some, like me, are fascinated by these esoterica. I know others are just bored.) When the sunshine strikes it, the vanes begin to rotate. It is an indicator or the sun's illuminating and warming power, even on the coldest of days. It is magical.